An open letter to my Mother

Hi Mummy.

Have a told you recently how much I love and appreciate you? I really do a thousand times over. Through this whole rollercoaster of a ride we have grown stronger and closer together. From th start, I broke your heart when I told you th news. You were strong. Stronger than me and from that, I gain my strength to face everything. You were there supporting me all th way when no one else was. Spoiling me even when you're not supposed to. Getting me everything I want for my child and making an excuse of it being a present so you can get it for me.

I'm sorry things did not turn out th way you had planned for me. Getting my degree, having a mundane adult job, getting married to some 70year old guy about to die so I can inherit all his money and lead a comfortable life (inside joke. We ain't gold diggers). A girl could not possibly ask for anything more in a mother. Spending so much on your grandchild because I can't do so, doing so much for me to make me feel better. I love you so much for all you are doing and I don't know where I'll be without you supporting me through everything.

I swear I'll be better. For you, Ryan and th little one coming real soon. I swear I'll grow and mature into th women you always knew I'll become. I will, in time, give you everything you deserve in life. I love you so and no one can ever replace th position you hold in my heart.

xoxo.