Wednesday, 19 March 2014

The final goodbye



Goodbye Gongong. 

Now who's going to give my children 2 one dollar coins every time they visit? 
Who's gonna spoil them by buying every possible gameboy as soon as they hit th market?
Who's gonna realized that their name means sth in another way? (He was th first to realize my name is 540)
Who's gonna bring them down and let them bully him till he has no more coins for th little kiddy rides? 
Who's gonna be naming kids when we have no clue? (He gave Han th name "Victor" not sure if th uncle is using it)

Gong, I miss you to th moon and back. Maybe it did not hit me when it first happened due to th fact that we don't always see each other. But just thinking that when I go over th next time, I won't be finding you napping in th bedroom and then coming out to th living room aft we settled in. I won't be taking note if you could chew dinner cos you only had like 5 teeth remaining and you need softer food. I won't be forcing you to go to th doctor to get surgery and medicine for your eyes. 

But I guess now you don't feel any pain. I remember one time I went over after school to accompany you and study while you took naps. I remember th doctor saying they will give you more morphine. It broke my heart to see you in pain. But there was nothing I could do to help you besides feeding you water. 

I guess this is th last post I'll dedicate to you? Hope everything is better where you are right now. I'll never ever forget you. 'Till we meet again. I Love You. x

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