Day 219 - Please act your age, not your mentality.

So over th weekend I announced my news online. Before I could even post th update on insta or facebook, a bunch of airheads thought it will be so funny to put me down. Saying that I was delusional to think that they didn't know I was preggers. Hello, Did I ever said you guys didn't know? Did I mention your fucking names on my blog? No. So go out to th store and TRY to buy yourselves a better personality. Seriously, that was an important moment for me and you guys HAD to ruin it with your sarcasm and "wittiness" (trust me, it was so much more childish than it was witty).

So here is your fucking medal as previously mentioned in my insta post for figuring out that I was pregnant. 3 medals for th 3 Jackasses. You guys can choose who takes the gold. Bitch asses didn't even have th common courtesy and decency to apologize. Really, you guys are freaking 23. Don't act like some 16yo and grow a pair or go get some tampons from guardian. They are having a 3 for th price of 2 sale. I don't owe you anything. I don't HAVE to tell you. Although discussing it with a girlfr aft made me realize it's not so much 3 dicks. It's th stupid, th dick and th tried to be funny. Whatevs though.

It doesn't take a genius to figure it out anyway. I stopped drinking. Quit my job in th nightlife. I stopped smoking like almost cold turkey. And th biggest clue of all, MY ASS DOUBLED IN SIZE AND I GAINED 14KG(and counting, sadly. I checked yesterday). The previous post was for those friends that I haven met in a long time, relatives that I haven seen since CNY. The world doesn't revolve around you guys. You aren't my only "friends"(I'm using this term very lightly right now). And mostly, I don't give a flying fuck if you figured it out. It was an announcement. It was my way of informing everyone officially. It was my moment. Please go to th corner and reflect long and hard about what you did.

As for all that did genuinely feel happy for me, I thank you for your well wishes. I am doing great (except for that episode with th jackasses). I feel like Dayanara from OITNB though. when she was huge in season 2. Small head, big body. I can't wait for this part to be over. For me to be back to being underweight. For me to be able to fit into my size 34 Drop dead shorts. Oh I checked, I haven even hit overweight. Currently acceptable weight but I'm starting to cut down on my carbo intake. I heard on a Chinese health nut show that for my age and size, I shouldn't be putting on so much weight. Probably around 12-15kg? I have 2 more months to go and I'm already at +14kg. Good lord.

 I'm trying my best to refrain from stuff I shouldn't take and things I shouldn't do. Maybe I shld start weeding out people that I shld avoid too. So my EDD (estimated due date) is th 24th of October so stay tuned for more updates (ie. gender of baby)